Why must I pretend to be so strong? Why do I act as if the friends I lost never existed? To keep from crying I pretend that them and I or I and them never met. If I cry that finalizes that they’re really gone.

Is it okay to cry when the relationship is over? Do I cry because I want them back or do I cry because I’m too mad to cry? Either way is it okay to cry?

Who am I mad at when my favorite love ones die? Do I cry because they’re dead or do I cry because I can’t stop replaying the memories in my head.

Why am I the life of the party? Why do people think I’m so funny? Why is my instant emotion to smile when I really want to cry?



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